Lose

Losing a friend is never easy. It's a hard thing to go through no matter how many times it's done. I lost one of my closest friends today. We've been friends since the 8th grade. I even had a crush on her for a while now. I told her too. She declined but stayed my friend. Things just never got better though. Our friendship hardened and she took everything as a step to try to ask her out or gain her love. I never meant to push it, but it seems I did in her eyes. Shes gone from me now, and all I can do now, is look back at the mistakes.